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See Me Now

by WHAT HAVE MAY

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Photo: Ben Howell
Artwork: Angelic script by Martina Benassi for Angelarium.net

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If I cannot be broken now
Then why am I here
All the mistakes I’ve worn
Unwieldy these tears
Be wretched and lost once More
I rival in fear
I’m pleading to draught me Out
To lessen my years
Uncommon behavior from someone like me

My conscience is constantly ripping my soul
I thought I could shake off
The monkey that’s taking my goals
But I got too latent to know
That second's depression starts creeping and I just unfold

Clouded in judgment I question my being
Doubting my placement amongst all that I see
A coward, a vagrant, is what they'll call me
What good to regard the moment I leave

And I keep on walking the Line
My friends are Embarrassed
I feel like I'm wasting their time
Am I the butt of their jokes
Socially awkward and Clumsy
That’s all that she wrote

I can’t let this feeling
Take over me
Get stuck in my head
The pessimist plea
I wrote myself off
Before I could see
The greatness inside
I gotta set free

If I cannot be broken now
Then why am I here
All the mistakes I’ve worn
Unwieldy these tears
Be wretched and lost once more
I rival in fear
I’m pleading to draught me out
To lessen my years
Uncommon behavior from
Someone like me

Trudging through forest
And swamps as I sing
No hymn to continue a
Journey set free
All these needles and
Threads around me
Stitch me together
Crochet all my dreams
There's too many holes
I am straining my grief
Down on my knees as I
Pushing my pleas
Four walls containing
The chambers that beat
Heart of tragedy pounding
So desperately

Keeping this folly
Upon my own destiny
There’s gotta be
Something worth watching
Moon and sea
Lowering to nothingness
Darkness has come again
Light is still coming back
Sunrises brightened it
Glowing my skin again
Warming this fragileness
Clouds set on fire with
Thunder and lightning Strikes
Changes my temperament
Gotta be stronger than
Wills of my final gift
Wrapped in a bow
I’m coming home

If I cannot be broken now
Then why am I here
All the mistakes I’ve worn
Unwieldy these tears
Be wretched and lost once more
I rival in fear
I’m pleading to draught me Out
To lessen my years
Uncommon behavior from someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Uncommon behavior from someone like me

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released October 31, 2020
Produced, mixed, and Mastered by Azrael Howell
Written by: Azrael The Silent Angel and Ariel Endure

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WHAT HAVE MAY Seattle, Washington

WHAT HAVE MAY... The group was created in 2012 and is labelled as genreless music. WHAT HAVE MAY brings dynamic music with a thematic message. Their sound is noteworthy of that NorthWest Seattle grey gloominess over cinematic composition.

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